You drove off your college campus So you could go get high in your mother's Tesla Let me ask Alexa How to fix my partner So they're not disgusting So they never hurt me Maybe you could love me I was playing dress up Beautiful and flirty Put my favourite dress on Pocket full of posies Ashes on her tombstone Dancing in the basement Drunk with all the lights off I hate this Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh My dad's working at the grocery He was always pissed off Never said he loved me Unless I fucking earned that Told me to learn patience My mother's sick and dangerous She's manic, and she broke my brother's bones again Could we go and see a movie? Made me play a chess match Just to prove if I lose We won't go Felt bad But he never told me I think I could've helped him I think he would've loved me more if I did Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh And I was sick in the head, man But you were sick too The only difference is I can't drown my problems in alcohol like you And I'm at the bottom of that bottle And your brother is too And you're the end of the joint that I smoke in my room And you're the things in my past that I want to forget And you're the thoughts in my head that cause pain in my chest And I get sick when I think about them both in bed But it gets easier with time and with love, said a friend And I drowned (away, away) In a ship that sank (away, away) From my own words (away, away) How do I become who I want to be Not who they say I am (away, away) There's a change here (away, away) In the air here (away, away) Can you hold me close? Will you hurt me too? Will you love me true? (Away, away) There's a change here (away, away) In the air here (away, away) Can you hold me close? Will you hurt me too? Will you love me true? (Away, away) There's a change here (away, away) In the air here (away, away) Can you hold me close? Will you hurt me too? Will you love me true?