Think I dug up my own grave Just a hypocritic bastard, bite the bullet and be brave I don't know how else to feel right now, I feel trapped in my brain Heard that line a million times, but you'll hear it over again I feel numb, but I feel happy, I don't know how else to feel Waves of pleasure brushing over me, but it feels so surreal I don't talk a lot, don't worry 'bout me, don't ask "What's the deal?" Don't try to put a smile on me, my face is fucking still All my music sounds the same Come up with a different name I won't take the fucking blame I won't take the fucking blame Try to be so civilized, but instead you wished I'd die I've been there since like day one, You put a spear right through my eye I can't feel, I'm fucking dead Fuck my eyes right through my head Lay your blood all through the bed I remember what you said Said let you fuck off and die I let you do this this time I'm so worried on you to this day, my paranoia climbs