Forty Journal forty Um, this one's a fun one So, I was thinking about it a lot and I've just wronged... so many people And I- I was so shocked at first cause I was like, "I'm not a bad person" Y'know like... like- like... I sh- I- It's my responsibility But it's- it's not Like it wasn't me wanting to be malicious And I realize because of the environment I've been in Who I was like- who I've seen, who have been my role models Role models and inspirations for friendships and relationships Whether or not it be truly inspirations but just what I thought was the norm And- and it's something I've had to rewire What I've been shown, and what I've been given in a lot of scenarios is so harmful And it affects me a lot And it's just terrifying to think anyone, no matter how malicious or how good their intentions are They can- they can hurt others in friendships, relationships, whatever it may be Yeah, um Short one for today That's the That's the journal