Trials and tribulations
Paint this illustration
I lost and then I gained my mind
I have changed my placement
To a new situation
I'm leaving that old one behind
Full disclosure: I'm a sheep just like the rest of them
I simply use my writing to appear a different specimen
Penmanship has always been my way of best expression and
At this point, I'm mainly posting for rush of adrenaline
The skeletons inside my closet is a bigger threat
Little rest each night cause I can barely get my limits set
But ill still write even if nothing ever gets addressed
See a couple every day. can someone pass a cigarette?
My views change on bad habits as I get involved
Bad ideas consistently with several different men involved
Whether synthetic or ingested raw. it cluttered mind
Barely could make sense when I was seeing through those shuttered eyes
The toughest kind of contrition is recognition hittin'
I was the rat, the turncoat masking with his best intentions
Now I'm not saying I was tryna doublecross
But when I'm looking at my past, I feel I did everything wrong
I swear to god the best thing that I ever did was fall
Cause getting up was perfect. now I'm barely ever missin' calls
Life is a snake and the venom is a big withdrawal
Fortunately, you can strike back to go get them off
Imma wear myself until I gotta go
Woke up at the time of others who set up some common goals
They don't present me right in media. I'm like a common folk
The profit goal incentive's why my ethics pass the common mold
Trials and tribulations
Paint this illustration
I lost and then I gained my mind
I have changed my placement
To a new situation
I'm leaving that old one behind
Gone, gone, gone, gone
Growth, going, going, going
Gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone
Growth, going, going, going
Gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone
Growth, going, going, going
Gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone
Growth, going, going, going
Gone