I feel like a girl silent down the steps
On the way to be your boy
I get so nose blind
To who I've lived with
Now I'm out of the hospital
To find a bit of joy
The house that you told me to leave
Don't stay there, don't believe
The front yard, empty days
Trust myself and walk away
I've been oblivious to the way I feel
I notice it next you, just sitting you reveal
A movie script that I could just write
I'm a better person with you at my side
The House that I'll build in sentiment
My body count and all my friends
Every day spending free
I've been waiting to be me
My mom was sick so I woke up in your bed
For four days I ran away she thought that I was dead
And now I'm telling her where I wanna live
It's such an accomplishment, you know that it's big
This loosing place, using space
We're famous for our failures in our heads
Falling on our face for the lives we chase
We snap each other out of it to look ahead
I'll take you with me when it all works out
Ridding everything resembling doubt
For at least five years I'll be on a path
Find a home in new places, swearing never to go back
To the house