The past couple of weeks
I've felt the distance between us get a little farther
I feel we have peaked
But with the memories I see
I wonder who will take this harder
'Cus I've been drinking myself to sleep
So I've prepared for the fall
My hearts already shinked
I've been waiting for your call
Where you tell me you've lost feelings
But I can't help but think
To back when we were happy
And it hurt me just the same
To let me think that
I was wrong
My killer instinct
How can you blame this all on me
But I've held on to memories
Back when we were happy
At least what I thought it was to be
But now I see I was wrong
You never cared about me
As much as I thought or as much as you said
Cus you let me fall
I'm sorry my arms couldn't hold your weight
But you let me bleed
I'm sorry I ran out of tears and blood I felt
When you told me
I was wrong for wanting
Someones hand to hold
It's not my fault your heart turned cold