I feel it creeping up again This demon, my long lost friend Can't let it under my skin Numbing my heart, eroding my skeleton I'll go where the wind blows I'll stay inside when there's no one home I only know what I wanna know I only breathe so I know there's hope Save me, from the words I can't speak Freely, because my mouth is shut tight Tight And I'm about to lose my mind Stay away I think that it's just better if I learn to Live astray I can hear you coming closer Feel your heat as it approaches If I could just breathe you in Fill my lungs with your life again You won't see me running next time Or drag my feet as I look backwards If you could just look inside And that it's you I'm living by God only knows how I beat this But he isn't here and it's only In my own hands to find a way If I can find strength for the moment When this weakness moves my head and my heart To take flight again, take flight Come, closer And Stay I can hear you coming closer Feel your heat as it approaches If I could just breathe you in Fill my lungs with your life again You won't see me running next time, no Drag my feet as look backwards If you could just look inside And see that it's you I'm living by Save me From the words I can't speak Freely Cause I'm about to lose my mind