It's Friday night and I'm sitting at home thinking to myself
Why can't I put this pain back on a shelf
This dream I'm chasing is dragging me to the ground
What's left for me in this damn small town
Yeah, this damn small town
So I'm singing this song with hopes to remind myself that this ain't the end
No it's not the end
Learning how to love feeling paralyzed
Paralyzed
I'm Paralyzed
I lost my grandma yesterday
God I know she's in a better place than this crooked world
My family's broken I don't know what to do, there must be something to say or something left to prove to get us through this pain.
Sometimes this life seems so hard
Sometimes the light seems so far
Sometimes I wanna just give up
All I really want is true love
Even though I've tried and tried
I can't see through I'm so blind
Laying on the floor like a fool tonight
Releasing all this pain I feel inside
All this pain I feel inside
Inside
Learning how to love feeling paralyzed
Paralyzed
I'm Paralyzed
Learning how to love feeling paralyzed
Paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
Learning how to love feeling paralyzed
By all these lies
I'm learning how to love feeling paralyzed
Rid of every doubt from my mind
Wipe away the tears from my eyes
Let go of the shame that I feel inside