Scared sometimes that I will be blown away
Need some kind of paperweight
"I'm taking it for granted," she says
Been watching me the whole night
Just waiting to go to bed
"It's not that I'm tired, it's what's in my head."
Be disappointed in the morning like a side
Goes with my empty cup of coffee
Stomach full of grit and grease and hashed lies
You had hope in your eyes before
Now it's like we'd rather reside
It's not like I could buy something that could fix this
I'll just say it's my fault, but you wouldn't listen
And after years of learning this is my position
Do you think I'm weighted enough?
To hold back mountains of rock
Do you think I'm weighted enough?
To carry both you and me
Spiders on the ceiling, oh god
Always up at 3am
Brain still full of rocks
There's breathing beside me but the room is so cold
A certain dependence makes me comfortable
I'm sipping on lava
I feel hot as the sun
Sick of being in love
All that stupid, syrup, sweet stuff
It's not like I could buy something that could fix this
I'll just say it's my fault, but you wouldn't listen
And after years of learning this is my position
Do you think I'm weighted enough?
To hold back mountains of rock
Do you think I'm weighted enough?
To carry both you and me
It's not like I could buy something that could fix this
I'll just say it's my fault, but you wouldn't listen
And after years of learning this is my position
Do you think I'm weighted enough?
To hold back mountains of rock
Do you think I'm weighted enough?
To carry both you and me