All I want is to
Remember the way that it used to be,
When the whole universe circled you and me,
And every single time we threw our hearts in the air, they'd flutter back down so beautifully,
All I wanna do is
Take it all back but I can't rewind,
Get my head on straight and get my heart in line, I know I play it off like I just don't care,
But I still hear her voice in my head sometimes,
"Don't know what I became when you walked out,
Cause you were too far away to see the fallout,
And if you ever really wanted me,
You should have fought for me, you should have died for me," Truth is â€" I love when it hurts,
I know it's fucked up that's the way that my heart works, I only want when I'm unwanted,
I only love after I lost it,
Kinda funny how we,
Only see it clearest when it's far away,
And we only seem to want it when it's far too late, and every single time we throw our hearts in the air, they flutter back down to another state,
All I wanna do is
Take it all back but I can't rewind,
Get my head on straight, and get my heart in line, and I try to tell myself that I just don't care,
But it's her voice that's ringing in my head this time,
Saying,
"Don't know what I became when you walked out, Cause you were too far away to see the fallout, and if you ever really wanted me,
You should have fought for me, you should have died for me," Truth is â€" I love when it hurts,
I know it's fucked up that's the way that my heart works,
I only want when I'm unwanted,
I only love after I lost it,
She said too late for waiting, No second chances No second guessing, no second glances,
No way to go back, no way to unhurt,
No way to be there you when you needed comfort,
Do you really feel like there's a change in me?
Do you really love me, or just love what you want me to be, And on the battlefield of what we used to be,
Would you have fought for me, would you have died of me?
Would you climb up in the sky and get the stars for me?
Would you promise me you'd give up who you are for me?
And would you get down on your knees and pray to god for me? Make it stop for me?
Let me always be
Number 1 in your heart,
But I can't be what you want,
Cause I'm burned by the fire but I still love the spark, And I can't put it out, and I can't be changed,
So watch this beautiful thing go up in beautiful flames,