Good God, what have I done? Gone and left the only one That ever really, truly, deeply loved me Honestly, how stupid could I be? My poor heart your demons won You turned dark, picked out a gun In the encapable hands of your master Downward spiral, bound for disaster I am sorry, please forgive me I am sorry, we're not where we thought we'd be Where we thought we'd be Good God, I have regrets Was too hard, I couldn't forget And his love for me was much like a father Mandatory care for a daughter I am sorry, please forgive me I am sorry, we're not where we thought we'd be Where we thought we'd be I am sorry, please forgive me I am sorry, we're not where we thought we'd be Where we thought we'd be Things end From lovers to friends I'll call him When this painful part ends When I've felt every possible emotion Cried enough to fill up an ocean