I've gotta stay like this
Cause if I don't then it'll show
And they will know
That I'm trying to hide all my pain
What it takes to stay like this
I've become everything I hate
And I can't break, oh no
I'm so blue
Now you know I'm down
Can you see right through me
I pay to be happy
I pay to be, oh-ho
I pay to be
I pay to be happy again
I pay to be happy
I pay to be, oh-ho
I pay to be
I pay to be happy again
Oh, why am I like this
Some might say that I'm obsessed
With my happiness
Oh, I smile to numb all the pain
Oh, what it takes to stay like this
Oh, my mind is up flames
And I'm to blame, oh no
Well, it's just my luck
That I don't give a fuck
And I just want too much
And I can't get enough
I just wanna, I just wanna
I just wanna, wanna, wanna
I pay to be happy
I pay to be, oh-ho
I pay to be
I pay to be happy again
I pay to be happy
I pay to be, oh-ho
I pay to be
I pay to be happy again
I just wanna
Just wanna
Yeah, I pay to be happy
I pay to be, oh-ho
I pay to be
I just wanna, I just wanna
Yeah, I pay to be happy
Oh yeah
I pay to be, oh-ho
I pay to be
I pay to be happy again