If I'm chasing something Some beauty in the world Some kind of understanding That I have yet to learn Let's say I want it madly But why this mortal urge? Does it possess some power Like what I've only heard? Here's to hoping that something comes out of this great big mess I've been making of my mind lately But I'm not in distress, yet I've heard all the stories At least what's on the news So many people's loved ones That couldn't make it through (Could it be me?) Maybe I'll never know now Was it the prize or just the hunt? Either way I turn it Should I quit before too much Or is this all just a crutch? Maybe I'm thinking too much... Here's to hoping that something comes out of this great big mess I've been making of my mind lately But I'm not in distress, yet