Like a cigarette I breathe until the filter hits
I burn the evidence so I can feel innocence
I got the hate you said, you felt like an inheritance
Tell myself we'll never end, it's like we just began
I can feel your energy, it's like you're standing next to me
But you're far from me, the same way that you've always been
If I can keep you there, that's like self control to me
Can't see the good in me unless you are my enemy
I hope you remember me because sometimes I still daydream
I hate reality, I miss when I was seventeen
You were my therapy but now I need a remedy
But I'm just waiting for you to just come back to me
I thought I'd never be back here again
I thought I'd never be back here again
I thought I'd never be back here again
I thought I'd never be back, I thought I'd never be back
I hope you remember me because sometimes I still daydream
I hate reality, I miss when I was seventeen
You were my therapy but now I need a remedy
But I'm just waiting for you to just come back to me
You bled my batteries so why can't I just rest in peace
You were the space between, the many things I hate in me
Filled my lungs with gasoline, are you even listening?
To all the misery I thought that you would take from me
Now I do the things you want even if you'll never see
You made it hard to breathe, now I live like you're still with me
You said to leave you be, now it's hard to fall asleep
But I'm still waiting for you to just come back to me