What if I said, I was never over you And there's nothing I can do to change that Please know I tried To forget what we were like But the memories always find their way back Whenever someone says your name Or when I'm lying wide awake I try to block you out But some things never change In back of my mind You carved out a space And you come back every time I find somebody else to take your place It's not about, holding on to a love that we used to have And I swear that I'm not trying to get you back But for the rest of my life, you'll be In the back of my mind In the back of my mind I know the truth That it never would've have worked But that doesn't mean it hurt me any less Still moving on's Not the same as letting go Part of me has always known I guess Whenever someone says your name Or when I'm lying wide awake I try to block you out Something's never change In back of my mind You carved out a space You come back every time I find somebody else to take your place It's not about, holding on to a love that we used to have And I swear that I'm not trying to get you back But for the rest of my life, you'll be In the back of my mind In the back of my mind Coffee out on your back balcony That stupid house on our favorite street I used to think it would be you and me Living there In back of my mind You carved out a space You come back every time I find somebody else to take your place It's not about, holding on to a love that we used to have And I swear that I'm not trying to get you back But for the rest of my life, you'll be In the back of my mind (Coffee out on your back balcony That stupid house on our favorite street) In the back of my mind (I used to think it would be you and me Living there,) In the back of my mind