Embraced. What you feel is the love of God. You ask why does it feel so strange. Because you've been loved by circumstance. This time you feel the love of God's very hands. In the arms of God I feel protection away from this world away from rejection. In the arms of God I am made whole. For one I'm at peace with my own soul. If what you seek is to gain life, Give it to God with no remorse, Surrender yoiurself to God. Let the spirit take it's course. Oh Lord take my hand and lead me through dark places. Carry me oh Lord that you might be Glorified. Glorified.