I'm staring at the ceiling The clock it won't stop ticking I feel like I've been sleeping for to long now It's like my heart stopped beating And now I'm hardly breathing And I'm afraid of leaving Scared to break down And what am I waiting for Cause I don't want to wait no more Am I the only soldier in this lonely world And I don't want to fight myself no more Maybe I was ment to run Maybe I was born to bleed I don't know who I'll become But I'll be going going gone And even if it starts to hurt I want to feel it till my whole heart bursts Cause I will be forever young So I'll be going, going, going, going gone Take me like I've been starving Kiss me without a warning I don't care where we're going Throw a dart at the map Cause I'm ready to be reckless Care more so I could care less Got money in my mattress It's a start, yeah And what am I waiting for Cause I don't want to wait no more Am I the only soldier in this lonely world And I don't want to fight myself no more Maybe I was ment to run Maybe I was born to bleed I don't know who I'll become So I'll be going, going gone And even if it starts to hurt I want to feel it till my whole heart bursts Cause I will be forever young So I'll be going, going, going, going gone I'm staring at the ceiling The clock it won't stop ticking I feel like I've been sleeping for to long now Maybe I was ment to run Maybe I was born to bleed I don't know who I'll become So I'll be going going gone And even if it starts to hurt I want to feel it till my whole heart bursts Cause I will be forever young So I'll be going going going going gone, gone