And I thought of her again And the whole rain washed her back Until my dreams And she rained on my mind for days and days I've been the same Thoughts I had last year When I have what I have longed for in my youngs Instead I will drown myself in thoughts of what could have been It's sudden I know my friend To say I haven't thought of you again Why should I lie to myself? No Oh, and I've fallen Maybe she's better off without me But, it's a scary thing to know I hurt her without even trying But the wound did win this time To mend It's a denial my friend To say I haven't thought of you again And my heart still beats your name But things won't be the same (?)