Stuck to my pillow, can't get out of bed
And I hear all these voices, they clouding my head
Did you just hear what I said? This ain't pretend
Feels like I must've been dead
Family, they tell me it's all in my brain
And finally, they tell me I'm going insane
Tell me which surahs you read, am I possessed?
Why does the devil exist?
Why is he stuck in my chest, call the exorcist
Does he take visa or cheque?
Popping these pills that they gave me to chill
And I mixed with Advil and these shots of NyQuil
Over the dosage and over indulging in self-medication and pain metamorphosis
If life is a test, where's your patience?
How can you tell us that you were not blessed?
I didn't say that, I said I'm sad, I don't why this is happening, dad
Yes, I have I prayed, really I tried
Making wudu with the tears from my eyes
I can't explain why I'm in pain, I get migraines again and again
Can't go outside, access denied, said I'll feel better, but I know I lied
Bro, everything is so slow like whoa
Sorrow swallowed me whole like black holes
I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling too well
I hear these voices stuck in my head (stuck in my head)
I'm losing focus, can't see ahead (can't see ahead)
And I know you see there's something wrong (something wrong)
But I'm scared to say what's going (what's going on)
I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling too well
Scholars, they say that believers don't feel this
But if I do, does that turn me to a heathen?
And what is the reason, the point of this pain?
You gave me life and you made me from clay
There's no mistakes, am I too late?
Have my sins already sealed up my fate?
I'm so alone, nobody's home
Couldn't be bothered to pick up the phone
And let them inside, just some passage of time
And I bet nobody wouldn't even care if I died
So what's the point? I'll say goodbye
Packing my things and heading for the sky
Life is so cruel, news makes me cry
Killing this ummah, so how can I smile?
My friends online are having a great time
Babies and weddings while I'm in decline
Money is tight and hate my nine-to-five
Stuck in this rat race chasing a deadline
People keep saying that I've gotta be strong
But I wish that they would all just leave me alone
And be on my own, I'll be alright
After the darkness, there must be a light
Don't need a judge and don't care what you think
We got so many stigmas, it's making me sick
Please, help me, I'm drowning, stuck in this well
Asking for heaven, 'cause I've been living in hell
I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling too well
I hear these voices stuck in my head (stuck in my head)
I'm losing focus, can't see ahead (can't see ahead)
And I know you see there's something wrong (something wrong)
But I'm scared to say what's going on (what's going on)
I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling too well
I hear these voices stuck in my head
I'm losing focus, can't see ahead (can't see ahead)
And I know you see there's something wrong (something wrong)
But I'm scared to say what's going on (what's going on)
I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling too well
I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling to well