It's harder to get up on the right side of the bed These days foot steps in snow make me feel less alone It's secret I'm still hoping for some kind of X-ray vision And I would beam into your bedroom blinds just so I knew you were alright Acting mature is overrated I miss the days of keying cars And spreading rumors on the bathroom stalls and locker room walls Where we forgot we looked when we were hoping no one noticed Praying someday we'd fit into this mess It won't be long before I Forget just what it felt like To fall asleep with you breathing next to me I shut the door when you left to keep out the cold and myself From running after you just like I saw in the movies It's true I have my regrets we never danced on rooftops And I have found some fake words to say when a stranger asks about our death It won't be long before I Forget just what it felt like To know that I did not know anything It's safe to say that even though we're disregarding I can't help but to wonder which song you're humming And so I sit and pretend I don't mind that I don't know you Or what your schedule might look like on any given Thursday afternoon Somebody wrote this rulebook and so we will make the effort To be more scarce in the social situations that we might share It won't be long before I Forget just what it felt like To feel anything for you at all In lines at grocery stores I'm dozing off into your arms And I hope somedays you can't help but to doze off to me too