Well maybe if I tell you why Then I can hear my own damn reasons And maybe if I take my time Then I can see the changing seasons And maybe if I knew my lines You wouldn't see me up here hardly breathin' And maybe if I change my mind I wouldn't feel my message freezin' But I admit I confess I surrender I forgive I forget I remember And I relive I regret I re-enter Into this neverending December Maybe if I don't look down Then I can be a tightrope walker And maybe it all comes around And I can gain what's owed to my father And maybe if I play this hand I can blow this thing wide open But maybe you won't understand And I should leave these doubts unspoken But I admit I confess I surrender I forgive I forget I remember And I relive I regret I re-enter Into this neverending December Neverending December