Forgiving myself was something easier said than done
There was so much regret, and no way to forget
So I lived my life on the run, try to hide it so nobody could see
But my scars were cut a little to deep in my heart
To open up again was so hard, cause I
I thought that I, had truly lost everything
My trust had died, cause I was broken once again
But I looked inside, and let the pain go from my life It was time
To know the truth about living
The smile on my face all my joy and my faith is
All heavenly
And the peace that's within, true love overflowing is
Given to me
And I take credit for none, cause I know where they come from
And it's not by man everything that I have is
All heavenly, so heavenly
Once I learned it for myself, suddenly my view had changed
Took my eyes off myself and acknowledged my help
Now I'm living a brand new way
Cause the second I threw up my hands, and let go of every one of my plans
HE made my past into beauty, now I stand here free
Healed my brokenness, filled my emptiness
And all is gained and nothing lost
Showers from above, GOD's unfailing love
Finally I feel complete, the weight is lifted off me, I can see