Walked out the house and told my granny I'm a grown man
They know I did it by myself I got my own plans
And now I gotta keep it on me
No you ain't my homie
I been lonely my whole life
They wonder why I'm so desperate to win
Always remember that these niggas not yo friends
Say they yo homie when its something else to spend
Sometimes I question myself why do I still live
If I go down would you slide for a real one hmm
Over my lil' brothers I'm gone kill some
I been having suicidal thoughts for many reasons
These ain't regular dreams I'm fighting demons
And I ain't tryna fall in love I'm tryna get my bag right
She only fucking with me cus' she know I got that act right
If it ain't helping me accelerate then fuck the past life
And I could do this by myself don't need nobody advice woah
Seem like I cant think when I'm sober
Demons taking me over
So much weight on my shoulders It's building as I get older
But I'm gone stick through it
Gotta chase that paper gotta get to it
See your way off my device if it ain't bout no bag
Taught myself how to shot guns since I ain't have no dad
Everybody got a story well that's oh yo bad
Please don't worry bout them hoes if they ain't on yo ass
I just want to be outside with the gang gang
Young and dumb we'll do anything for a name
This ain't who I wanna be but look what I became
If he speaking on my name we'll put him in a frame
No I ain't got time for no broke bitch
If you are not mines you cant hold shit
Put him on fox 5 for the wrong diss
That's why I mind mines cus' I don't miss
But you ain't know this
Who can love you like I could nobody else but me
Really money head and something to eat is all a nigga need
Why they put it all on me and its so many more to blame
I took one for the team and I don't even know her name
I ain't even mean to take her I don't love yo hoe
I would give you the world but I don't love no more ouu
Walked out the house and told my granny I'm a grown man
They know I did it by myself I got my own plans
And now I gotta keep it on me
No you ain't my homie
I been lonely my whole life
They wonder why I'm so desperate to win
Always remember that these niggas not yo friends
Say they yo homie when its something else to spend
Sometimes I question myself why do I still live