I've been meaning to call you
I picked up the phone a hundred times
But I don't know what to say
To tell you I'm not okay
'Cause everything's fine
Everything's alright
And I have no reason why
I'm feeling this way inside
So I'm sorry if we haven't talked in a while now
I'm a little bit down
And I don't know how to tell you
I'm sorry if you feel left out
It's just that I've been drowning
I don't know how to tell you
And if it's not too much to ask
When you hear this song
Will you check up on me sometimes?
'Cause I might say I'm fine
But at least through the phone
You'll know when I lie
I've been meaning to tell you
I sit on the floor and stare out the window way too much
Feeling like I'll never ever be enough
By day, too much caffeine
And by night, too much alcohol
In my blood
So I'm sorry if we haven't talked in a while now
I'm a little bit down
And I don't know how to tell you
I'm sorry if you feel left out
It's just that I've been drowning
I don't know how to tell you
And if it's not too much to ask
When you hear this song
Will you check up on me sometimes?
'Cause I might say I'm fine
But at least through the phone
You'll know when I lie
I don't know if it's pride
Or a habit deep inside
But I always say I'm fine
Even when I'd rather die
And I don't know if I'm ready
To admit I'm not alright
But will you call me?
So you can hear me
So you can catch me
When I lie
And I'm sorry if we haven't talked in a while now
I'm a little bit down
I'm sorry if you feel left out
It's just that I've been drowning
And if it's not too much to ask
When you hear this song
Will you check up on me sometimes?
'Cause I might say I'm fine
But at least through the phone
I'm sorry if we haven't talked in a while now
I'm a little bit down
And I don't know how to tell you
I'm sorry if you feel left out
It's just that I've been drowning
I don't know how to tell you
And if it's not too much to ask
When you hear this song
Will you check up on me sometimes?
'Cause I might say I'm fine
But at least through the phone
You'll know when I lie
You'll know when I lie
You'll know when I lie