If I could go back I wouldn't have blacked out Said some things I didn't mean I had a bad mouth I'm sorry for the way I went and lashed out I know I got mad Don't know how to back down I told you I was leaving but I'm back now Saying "sorry that I had to go and act out" It's not you I'm the one making this harder That's the truth So if you wanna leave, I won't blame it on you If you wanna leave, I won't blame it on you If you wanna leave, I won't blame it on you If you wanna leave, I won't blame it on you If you wanna leave, I won't blame it on you If I could go back Would you even want me? I know you had some faith in the old me But you know I've got some demons that control me 'Cause I knew just what I was losing when I lost you Sitting all alone inside this bedroom All this empty space I can't blame you, no It's not you I'm the one making this harder That's the truth So if you wanna leave, I won't blame it on you If you wanna leave, I won't blame it on you If you wanna leave, I won't blame it on you If you wanna leave, I won't blame it on you If you wanna leave, I won't blame it on you If you wanna leave, I won't blame it on youIt's not you I'm the one making this harder That's the truth So if you wanna leave, I won't blame it on youIf I could go back I wouldn't have blacked out Said some things I didn't mean I had a bad mouth I'm sorry for the way I went and lashed out I know I got mad Don't know how to back down I told you I was leaving but I'm back now Saying "sorry that I had to go and act out"