I'm the type to say I forgot your birthday
Not 'cause I did
But because I'm afraid you'll think I care
And I don't wanna be on the bathroom floor in a month
Crying 'bout all the love that we had and we lost
'Cause I've been there
I guess it's easier to shut you out
Then get used to you being around
I'll never let you close
Never let you know
How much you could hurt me
I'll keep the upper hand
As much as I can stand
So I'll never worry
About falling too hard
Letting you break my heart
That's not how it's gonna go, so
I'll break my own
I'll break my own
And I'll tell you that I suck at commitment
'Cause then I'll feel like I'm winning
But there's no prize
There's just cold pillows and old photos
And what ifs running circles 'round my mind
Because it's easier to shut you out
Then get used to you being around
I'll never let you close
Never let you know
How much you could hurt me
I'll keep the upper hand
As much as I can stand
So I'll never worry
About falling too hard
Letting you break my heart
That's not how it's gonna go so
I'll break my own
I'll break my own
I'm skipping calling someone new at 2 a.m. because I know
It's so much harder losing you if your numbers saved in my phone
But sometimes I wish that I were different
That my heart was more forgiving
But I still go and break my own
So I'll never let you close
Never let you know
How much you could hurt me
I'll keep the upper hand
As much as I can stand
So I'll never worry
About falling too hard
Letting you break my heart
That's not how it's gonna go so
I'll break my own
I'll break my own
I'll break my own