Feeling like I'm going numb Will it ever be enough After I get what I want? If I'm losing losing losing losing Feeling like I'm going numb Will it ever be enough If I don't like what I become? If I'm losing losing losing losing Haven't made it out the hole still Gotta watch my back or I'll be road kill I always told myself that that wasn't me Rather die on my feet than cry on my knees This shit's getting harder The clock's running down Punches get stronger I can't stand the sound Feeling like I'm going numb Will it ever be enough After I get what I want? If I'm losing losing losing losing Feeling like I'm going numb Will it ever be enough If I don't like what I become? If I'm losing losing losing losing Feeling It's like I got nothing to believe in Thought I wanted shit that I don't need, it's Killing me cause I thought it would heal me Yea Can you feel it? If I look up and I see no ceiling Everybody wants to have a reason And the way you'd ride a wave would make me seasick Still I'm breathing I'll drown it out Done waiting around You all act the same Deep fake til you burn out Deep fake til you burn out Feeling like I'm going numb Will it ever be enough After I get what I want? If I'm losing losing losing losing Feeling like I'm going numb Will it ever be enough If I don't like what I become? If I'm losing losing losing losing Feeling like I'm going numb Will it ever be enough If I don't like what I become?