The Fourth of April, at a car park The first time that I said it out loud I held my breath and stared at the stars, but I couldn't stop when the tears rolled down You said we'll talk all night if we have to You're my best friend, I need you around I said, "I'm sorry but I don't see no way out" If I don't believe in God, who can I call? Maybe it's easier to end it all I'm sorry, mama, but it's not your fault I'm just another picture on your wall Oh, it's time that I talk Oh, it's time that I talk My heart was racing, hands were shaking Suddenly all the words poured out Like for a year now, I've been faking All these voices, they scream so loud And whеn those days come around Wherе the demons come out, I can deal with 'em now 'Cause I've been through hell and I found my way out If I don't believe in God, who can I call? Maybe it's easier to end it all I'm sorry, mama, but it's not your fault I won't be another picture on your wall Oh, it's time that I talk Oh, it's time that I talk Oh, I think it's time that I talk Oh, it's time that I talk, yeah If I don't believe in God, who can I call? Maybe it's easier to end it all I'm sorry, mama, it's not your fault I won't be another picture on your wall Oh, it's time that I talk Oh, it's time that I talk Oh, I think it's time that I talk Oh, it's time that I talk