Sundays were mosaic Those nights smelled like popcorn "Lift your hands up!" the man would say "Sing a new song!" I saw photographs of heaven A future from afar Then we'd drive home in that Volvo I was miserable in that car Was it a chore To be the man To be the man All my dreams are killing me I cannot reach the old emotion The moments I'm after, have vanished forever It took so long for me to notice A young mother and a rockstar But he couldn't pay a bill With a wife full of ambition It complicated that deal And when you came home after midnight I always knew why But I really loved the freedom The boys in the night All my dreams are killing me I cannot reach the old emotion The moments I'm after, have vanished forever It took so long for me to notice For me to notice Do you blame yourself at all for what was lost? Tell me: did you do everything that you could? Seems like it was nothing to you Was it tough to give up on your family? I used to be so afraid of the future But you told me everything would stay the same And I believed you All my dreams are killing me Why can't we reach the old emotion It seems like we'll never be all together It took so long for me to notice