I don't believe the moon or sea control everything But it's hard to find relief When I can't find reason or rhyme in anything So I take to the streets, indulge my needs Avoid everything There's balance in between I've been told it seems 'Cept when it comes to me It's like, why am I so scared to discover That chaos starts and ends with me When there's no other way to unclutter Or find the sweet in bittersweet Doing my best I swear I'm trying my best It only feels like a test If I let it, but I let it I don't wanna pretend It only feels like a threat If I let it, but I let it I'm trying my best I'm trying my best I'm trying my best Anxiety's exhausting me, it's a self-made bed It feels impossible to dream When you can't fight defeat with warped reality Try to ignore my soul screaming I'm not listening So I call upon my friends to pick me up again Without, where would we be? It's like, why am I so scared to discover That chaos starts and ends with me When there's no other way to unclutter Or find the sweet in bittersweet Doing my best I swear I'm trying my best It only feels like a test If I let it, but I let it I don't wanna pretend It only feels like a threat If I let it, but I let it I'm trying my best I'm trying my best I'm trying my best (Doing my best) Only feels like a threat if I let it, but I let it I'm trying my (best) I'm trying my (best) I'm trying my best