Why can't I put the past on ice?
So fucking bad at cutting ties
I'm sick of sucking on old juice
The same old news still applies
I wish that I could just move forward
Instead of being an emotional hoarder
I think it's time for cutting lose
It's time for choosing what you choose
And once you find your point of view
I hope you light up like a fuse
I wanna light up a new mood
I wanna light up a new mood
I wanna light up a new mood
Why can't I take my own advice?
Once was bad, but now it's twice
I'm sick of fucking with past lives
The same past lies still apply
I wish that I could just move forward
Instead of being an emotional hoarder
I think it's time for cutting lose
It's time for choosing what you choose
And once you find your point of view
I hope you light up like a fuse
I wanna light up a new mood
Where I choose what I choose
And I finally cut it loose
And I found my point of view
I think it's time for cutting loose
It's time for choosing what you choose
And once you've found your point of view
I hope you light a fucking fuse
I wanna light up a new muse
I wanna light up a new mood
I wanna light up a new mood
I chase illusion every time
Until I'm fucking petrified
I wanna run it back again
I wanna run it back again
Again, again, again, again, again
I wanna run it again
I wanna run back again
I wanna run again
And when I'm happy and in love
I'll know the burn was worth the buzz
'Cause like Ethan Hawke in Before Sunrise
I guess it's just a little too hard to summarize
And I'm sorry, I'm not sorry
I really don't want to apologize
For taking my time wrestling with doubt
It took me a second to realize
It wasn't either, it was neither
And I'm honestly, I'm just workin' it out
I fuck it up like every time
And once it's over, I question why
And jump right back where it began
Before I know
I wanna run it again
I wanna run it back again
I wanna run it again
I wanna run it again, again, again
I chase illusion every time
Until I'm fucking petrified
I wanna run it back again
I wanna run it again
I wanna run it again