Oh lord I think I'm falling to my disbelief I'm cursing like a sailor I'm lying like a thief It's hard to heed the calling from the better side of me When I'm blaming everybody else and no one's coming clean Lord can you see my thick skin wearing thin And the demons of a lesser me are beckoning me in And those who gathered 'round me I'm watching them all leave Cause I am my own ragged company You can take a trip to China Take a boat to Spain Take a blue canoe around the world And never come back again But traveling don't change a thing It only makes it worse Unless the trip you're taking is to change your cruel course Cause every town's got a mirror And every mirror still shows me That I am my own ragged company Oh oh Ooo won't you help me lord Won't you help me lord Someone cut the cord and I'm falling down again Oh, it's lonely, lord it's mighty cold And I don't want to live this way Afraid of growing old And it's hard to heed the warning When you cannot see the crime And the only way to remember Is to forget it in a rhyme But I'm scared to trail that railroad That leads to Galilee Because I am my own ragged company I am my own ragged company I am my own ragged company I am my own ragged Company