Hang my head in shame
I'm a work in progress
My legs begin to shake
At just the thought of being alone again
But I know I need this
The symptoms are crazy
My heart now hates me
Never knew the side effects would be so draining
The room spins, I'm sinking
I can't break away cause I'm fiending
Going through the motions
Oceans deep but I cannot swim
Fighting for the air I need to breathe but my chest is caving in
Searching while blind
Trying to find the reasons
Can't catch a break
Can't let them know that I need it
Going through the motions
Oceans deep but I can barely swim
Going through the motions, yeah
Hate the thought of failure (yeah)
Hate that I could lose you in fate
Just want to protect you (yeah)
'Cause I don't wanna see you hurt like me again
Going back and forth with time, like
I can't change that shit
I gave my life to feel alive
And no refunds, I said (no, no, no, no)
Going through the motions
Oceans deep but I cannot swim
Fighting for the air I need to breathe but my chest is caving in
Searching while blind
Trying to find the reasons
Can't catch a break
Can't let them know that I need it
Going through the motions
Oceans deep but I can barely swim
Going through the motions
Because I loved you with all I had
And I gave you my lust
Now this thoughts won't let me be
All these memories keep haunting me
Because I loved you with all I had
And now these walls are crashing fast (crashing fast, yeah)
I swear I'm not crazy
I did this 'cause you made me
Now there's no turning back
Going through the motions
Oceans deep but I cannot swim
I cannot swim, no, no
Fighting for the air I need to breathe but my chest is caving in
Searching while blind
Trying to find the reasons
Can't catch a break
Can't let them know that I need it
Going through the motions oceans deep that I can barely swim
Going through the motions, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah
Going through the motions
Yeah, yeah
No, yeah