With rapid pace I shifted my hands across the table Mixing cards like drinks in the old casino and I'm Wondering if I'm already too drunk to drive But on the other hand you're never Balanced my soul like a paperweight A knife at your throat as you wait at the gates I tried to be clean but now it's too late I'm meeting my maker and I'm not afraid There's still flashes of the beaches in the back of my mind As I explain to the devil they're dealing with me tonight Harken the stories of the long fights Soak my fist in gasoline and shake hands with goodbye The only truth I know turned out to be a lie So until the cards say 21 I'll stick around, alright? Balanced my soul like a paperweight A knife at your throat as you wait at the gates I tried to be clean but now it's too late I'm meeting my maker and I'm not afraid I'll blow smoke from my nose and smoke from my tires I promised I'd be home safe but you know I'm a liar I came to a crossroad and what did I see? It's the devil in a sharp suit and she's waiting for me Sell me your soul and you will be free This heavenly body is wasted on me