If I sit by the river Maybe the answer will come to me in a vision So I'll close my eyes on the train And daydream a new life by myself in Berlin And if I knew, if I knew That everything I did would matter so fast I would do it all the same Cause I'll never grow up, but I'm losing my hair And it doesn't matter if I'm going nowhere If I stand this way maybe I can make myself look thinner If we all quit the game, everyone'll feel like a winner And I'm holding your hand even though it's going ice cold Cause I'm lazy and I know What happens if I let it go And if I wait by the river Maybe it's sound will numb my aching nerves like a drug Cause I'll never grow up, but I'm losing all my hair Repeating to myself that this time I've run out of air And if I knew, if I knew That everything I did would matter so fast Maybe I'd've pushed up on the glass Cause I'm losing my mind But I don't t think I care My river flows, but it's going nowhere If I stand this way maybe I can make myself look thinner If we all quit the game, everyone'll feel like a winner And I'm holding your hand even though it's going ice cold Cause I'm lazy and I know What happens if I let it go If I stand up straight maybe I can make myself feel better If I don't move today, I can just blame it on the weather Cause you're holding my hand even though I wanna let go Cause I'm lazy and I know where my river really flows