We don't always survive the cracks of a relationship Ever so often, a hollow place can serve as divine revelation That it's ok to love people and not have to You learn quickly that a rose can grow from fire And that passions we bail against time The world would end many times In each death, a soft beginning toward true I'm never goin' forget you, alright I'm never goin' forget you, alright Had a long year, on god We came a long way, I miss you I'm never goin' forget you, alright I'm never goin' forget you, I tried You don't really want it You don't really want it You don't really want it I'm ballin', ballin' Yeah you know I'm ballin' Yeah you know who called it Me from the end Shawty, I'm cautious, cautious We don't do this often Money made me common Bitches made me nauseous I promise, I promise Rendezvous at Onyx We ain't popping Xanny's Niggas just exhausted Ironic, ironic I'm just being honest Used to juggle birds, but Now I juggle words nah This ain't fucking phonics At least I found a way huh These hoes know the way huh They know how to player huh East side to Malaysia They goin' know the name huh Took too many losses Twenty one one saw a hundred and I lost it Twenty twenty if it's not a hundred it's an offense A couple times your desire to hold something Will exceed your capacity to keep it Remember that you, are as much yours as you are The weight of whatever you are trying to give You are no one's possession Nor should you keep another captive You won't look to be experiments(y'all don't really want it) (Nigga how you salty) Not dissected for ownership(You was getting lost and) We don't do this often Me, I'm merely ballin' I'm a money goblin And another giant Me, I'm good regardless Know I'm taking off when I hear that money calling Calling, hear that money calling Too much shit is on my mind I need the full fifth Too many pray for my fall as if I could slip Too much pressure on me to deal with all your bullshit Enough to put it to my head and empty the full If I consider that for myself then what would I do to you Everybody trying to be tough but nobody bulletproof Mama I just want to be loved but I ain't as good as you Mama I'm just going in circles don't want to Hula Hoop Off-White ushered the waves, highly unusual Feelings going out on a savior don't want to pull a tooth Shit is more about what you say I already knew the truth But I would've done anything for you girl Play with my money and my nigga Zake for a funeral They just want to know where you staying at, who to do it to Keep calm and watch who you play with karma is beautiful