I'm half a child
Half a boy
Half a man
It's quite hard to make these 1 into my brain
Don't worry if you see a blue screen in my eyes
My head must be cooling
Have a cookie, I'll be right back in a sec
I found love, I found a home, I sing songs
I should be glad but my soul is more like a stone
I got fears
I got dreams
But I wonder
Do they belong to me or not?
Were my parents that sad?
A year ago, life was a crazy mess
Now it's a crazy mess with people dying in it
People die all the time but I'm not near them
I find they're not really good at discussion
If you're dead I'd be better if you understand
I don't believe in ghosts but i'm afraid of them
My shrink thinks my fear is not about a man
Or a woman
Or a something
Having fun with bed sheets
Please
Don't try to talk to me or I would die myself
I've never been into
Scaring
People
Anyway
I'm not asking for help neither
To anyone
Anytime
Anywhere
A year ago ghosts were scary as hell
Now they're scary as hell but they're coughing in their sheets
I feel the mistery of life is just a headline
Yet the mistery of death remains untouched
Our brains a mazes but no one's got the map
Just exit signs in every single directions
I just wanna stop and grab a sandwich but
Eventually I remember I planned to get out
I try to dream but I think about the next chord
Must be a G but I'm going for a D
I wallow in my unexpected memories
Sometimes I cry
Most of the time I drink
I think blink breathe blink speak blink breathe
Then I drink drink drink drink blink drink
And then I sleep
Somebody said I should live in a bigger house
Somewhere I could rest
More pictures on the walls
There I could blink drink blink drink blink drink
And then I'd drink drink drink
Life is balanced and smoky
A year ago houses were places where we lived
Now they're places where we watch boring livestreams
I read a really good book about life and stars
And if we scream loud enough we might be blackmailing
An invisible threat with a gun in our mouth
Now I watch the night sky and give it the finger
You can make me feel like shit but you can't prevent me
From eating comfort food and watching TV
I think blink breathe blink speak blink breathe
Then I drink drink drink drink blink drink
And then I sleep
I think blink breathe blink speak blink breathe
Then I drink drink drink drink blink drink
And drink
A year ago a cloud in the shape of a dog
Was a bit funny now it looks like it's gonna bite me
Maybe next year we'll all agree this was a wolf
All along All along
Last summer I swam in a pool, It was nice
I swear I didn't know what was coming
Life is funny that way
Life is bad, Life is good
It all depends what game we play