I'm not good at saying things (I never was)
You're not good at listening anyway (Because)
Nobody made you feel
You were awesome
But you were
Can't stand here quietly waving (Anymore)
My bones are hurting
I can't feel my skin
You failed to make me feel
I was awesome
But I was
Walls didn't listen and
I swear dust will never speak
Like You
Dad, I've always been sad
Always wearing my decent smile
I think I want a little more
I'm glad not to be sadder
Dad, I've always been sad
Always wearing my decent smile
I think I want a little more
I'm glad not to be sadder
I was a child, I became a man (In a blink of an eye)
Didn't have the teen bright time I deserved
That's ok
I don't blame anyone
I need to deal with it alone (Now)
It's no surprise that I need love (Love, care, love, touch, love)
Like the boy I was in 94 (Love, care, love, touch, love)
Sometimes I saw you thrilled
To see me thrilled and that was cool
Walls didn't listen and
Sadly dust will never speak to me
Dad, I've always been sad
Always wearing my decent smile
I think I want a little more
I'm glad not to be sadder
Dad, I've always been sad
Always wearing my decent smile
I think I want a little more
I'm glad not to be sadder
I am diving in my memories
Alone, well in fact I'm not alone
We're two or three or more
It's a billion pieces puzzle in my head
Sometimes I lose it
Cause nothing fits
Nothing there
I've never been one of the best in anything
Sorry
It always felt cosy
To be average
Everyday
To look like anybody else
To play the guitar more or less
To love her the best I can
And that's a lot
I swear
You know when I get too smart or sensitive
My brain gets fuzzy, the fireworks begin
"What am I doing here?"
"Did I feed the cat today?"
"How come she's in love with me?"
Then I get tired
I drink not to be sadder
Want to feel something again
Want to feel something again
Want to feel something again
I just want to feel something more
But i'm glad not to be sadder