This might be a moment of weakness Heard a voice that sounds a lot like you Made me think of how we'd waste our weekends But then on Sunday I'd have you It took me losing us to find my feelings They show'd up unannounced just like that If this is for the best, I'll do my best for someone new To love her the way, to love her the way I didn't love you I didn't love you And I'll just have to live with that Knowing you believe what isn't true And that is That I didn't love you It was a dream that woke me from my silence I'd never rolled awake with tears before And all the noise and uninviting violence They came calling at my door Now I admire you for all you've been through God knows, some of that came from me And maybe it's too grim to talk of how things could've been But I cannot say, no I cannot say I didn't love you I didn't love you And I'll just have to live with that Knowing you believe what isn't true And that is That I didn't love you