It struck me hard I couldn't help but to toss or turn Couldn't confront you to your face, so I chose to hide and run Hide away from the fact, the fact that you left us behind I could have figured it out before, but I preferred to be blind And I'm ashamed to admit that I can't hate you for the shit you did Still don't have it under control Fooled, betrayed, disgusted by your innocence It's consuming my soul Why couldn't you face the truth and take it in your own hands I'll never end up like you, refuse to understand Why couldn't you face the truth and take it in your own hands The weight I carried on my back, should've been yours And I'm ashamed to admit that I can't hate you for the shit you did Still don't have it under control Fooled, betrayed, disgusted by your innocence It's consuming my soul