I gave you the best
Version of myself the one you don't deserve
I think I won't forget you'll be staying in my head
It is what it is and it isn't what I meant for us like that
But it happened
So lately i've been feeling like the one who cannot take this
And I barely can remain alone So save me
I've been digging so hard, but you left me so numb
Can't pull myself up
Turn it up, I need distraction like
"Anything is fine to get you off my mind"
So suck it up, no, don't look in the eyes
It's a flavor that I lost since
Since you've been gone
How quick the tables turns
Right when you had it all controlled
A quite kill, with a silencer in, left me broken
Lost, forced down to my knees
So so so much I gave for what?
Just to gain another ghost aorund my thoughts
Just to gain another hole inside my soul
Thinkin' bout all the love I've got to pour
And now I puke and lose
All the moments I thought you were everything I needed
To feel complete at all
So please don't let me by
I'm unconscious
Still I might
Take you by my side
Cause we continue to love in spite
Cause you're too dangerous
Too noxious, too harmful
Too beautiful
Take me by your side
Keep me by your side
Kick it
Tell me how you let a fable burn
We've seen it a million times And still we come back for more
Still we fall back in love
You still believe? I don't
And every time we dare to play a game already lost
"I don't give a fuck tell 'em I don't give a fuck"
I don't give a fuck
But every time I give my heart it comes back empty and sliced
Like a piece of pie
When I felt that knife pressed deep inside my spine
(I don't give a fuck)
That's what I'm trying to convince myself to think
But in reality I still can't get a grip
(Save my fuckin heart)
And put it in safe place now
Where it can't be found
So please don't let me by
I'm unconscious
Still I might
Take you by my side
Cause we continue to love in spite
Cause I was too blindful
Too irrational, too fragile
And we were far away
Take me by your side
Keep me by your side
Oh wait a minute goddamn
How could I fool myself once again?
Saw it in your eyes I swear
Tell myself you was someone
Worth to care about
Let me scream it loud
The safest place in you I've found
Cause everytime you liked
I was your allied
Now let me take you through my mind
What the fuck have you done?
Where the fuck I was wrong?
Is there any other way this could have possibly gone?
I'm a wreck I'm a mess
And inside my head
There will always be a chance for both to go back
But I don't want
Or I don't know
All I know is what I felt when you phone-called
And I hate you as strong as my love was
You ruined it all even though You had my whole
World
Take yourself back
Take yourself back