In the beginning, it was worth this Do the worst, feel complete Passing standards others meet Now perfect endings make you anxious A heavy head, a colder sweat Leaving nothing here, nothing to regret (regret) Why am I still suffocated? I'm constantly devastated Just to stay alive Why am I still suffocated? I'm constantly devastated Just to stay alive, oh I miss the old days that we murdered They're so far gone, we're out of reach Watch 'em fade with summer's heat Without a break from this distraction I need a change A different scene A new approach to coming clean Why am I still suffocated? I'm constantly devastated Just to stay alive Why am I still suffocated? I'm constantly devastated Just to stay alive Still searching for a back door out of here Reassured that my friends will reappear Why am I still suffocated? Hold your breath deep and I'll keep waiting Still searching for a back door out of here Reassured that my friends will reappear Why am I still suffocated? Hold your breath deep and I'll keep waiting, waiting Why am I still suffocated? I'm constantly devastated Just to stay alive Why am I still suffocated? I'm constantly devastated Just to stay alive Woah oh oh