Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Come a long way, the hard way
And maybe I made it too hard
Been a long fight, the wrong kind
That breaks you and leaves you unsure
Been fighting to feel like myself
Not sure that's what I want anymore
Feeling like me is probably the problem
I've had all along
I tell everyone I got better
But what if I'm not?
It's hard to face the truth sometimes
(It's hard to face the truth)
Oh and I tell everyone it gets better
But what if I'm wrong?
It's hard to tell the truth sometimes
Am I always gonna just be, just be
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Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head
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Wondering if this is as good as it gets
Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by
Telling myself it's alright?
Does it matter how hard I try?
Am I always gonna just be, just be
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Yeah
Yeah, yeah
I got pages and pages of documentation I keep
Looking for answers and patterns I've hidden in me
Don't need the world in my hands
Think I'd be happy with halfway content
I should grow up and shut up
I'm probably wanting too much
Oh and I tell everyone it gets better
But what if I'm wrong?
It's hard to tell the truth sometimes
Am I always gonna just be, just be
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Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head
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Wondering if this is as good as it gets
Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by
Telling myself it's alright?
Does it matter how hard I try?
Am I always gonna just be, just be
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At the fadin' to the background, I remember all the memories I came with
I'm meant to be okay with no one to change
And around me, I'm drowning
And I start [?] but these [?] I play with
It's kept me saying: "Again and again"
When I'm sometimes takin' the pain
And I tell myself: "I'll never be amazing"
The cemetery's the playlist to the [?]
Respecting what they said
Especially when we always say:
Am I always gonna just be, just be
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Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head
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Wondering if this is as good as it gets
Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by
Telling myself it's alright?
Does it matter how hard I try?
Am I always gonna just be, just be
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Yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah