I'm always one step away from the railing I try to hold myself back I'm always one step away from the feeling I could snap just like that Self-destruction, don't you love it? How you never rise above it? Get so high off the lows 'Til I let go I'm always up for a breakdown The pressure's building now That beat in my brain It's keeping me sane Make it loud I'm always up I'm always hiding the weight that I carry Trying to hold my head up When it drops Don't it make you wanna go hard? Let your body let go 'til you hit the floor That's what we're waiting for (That's what we're waiting for) Self-destruction, don't you love it? How you never rise above it? Get so high off the lows 'Til I let go I'm always up for a breakdown The pressure's building now That beat in my brain It's keeping me sane Make it loud I think I'm ready to lose myself Can't be the only one Turn down my problems 'Til they're forgotten Fade out I'm always up for a breakdown Some days you about to blow The heavier the better Yeah, the lower we go Drop A, pretty criminal Throwdown therapy Yeah, let's go Some days you about to blow The heavier the better Yeah, the lower we go Drop A, pretty criminal Throwdown therapy ♪ I'm always up for a breakdown The pressure's building now That beat in my brain It's keeping me sane Make it loud I think I'm ready to lose myself Can't be the only one Turn down my problems 'Til they're forgotten Fade out I'm always up for a breakdown I'm always up for a breakdown