I look at you and I know how I felt
All those summers ago, then I swore not to tell
I'm swallowed up by this Catholic guilt
Oh, God
Oh, God
If I always do what I'm told
I'll be bitter at fifty years old
I wasted my youth
Wasted my time
Wasted my worry on the little things
If you always just laugh it off
Oh, I won't be opening up
We kissed on the bed
It messed with my head
Does that mean nothing to you?
I look at you and I know how I felt
All those summers ago, then I swore not to tell
I'm swallowed up by this Catholic guilt
Oh, God
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
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I'm just trying to shake off the shame
When I'm wearing nothing but blame
Not easy, 'cause when I close my eyes
I just think of touching you
This can't be easy on his side
Laying there motionless each night
A head full of heat, skin, sweat, sin
Tangled up feet and now clutching at sheets thinking
I look at her and I know how I felt
All those summers ago, then I swore not to tell
I'm swallowed up by this Catholic guilt
Oh, God
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about it, no
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No (I don't want to think about it)
I (I don't want to think about it)
Can't control it
(I don't want to think about it)
Oh, God
No (I don't want to think about it)
I (I don't want to think about it)
Can't control it
(I don't want to think about it)
(I don't want to think about it)