I've been driving around here in this town Know it like the back of my hand I've been dreaming of ways, ways to get out Put myself in a box that I'd never be Someone I'm proud of you see Here I am on this bridge facing defeat I'm just doing the best I can I'm just living in the life I have I'm confused but I'm fine with that The beauty will outweigh the pain From the chill of the autumn wind And the laugh of your sister's kid To the first snow when it sets in The beauty will outweigh the pain We'll all find a purpose one day There's so many reasons to stay No, I don't wanna die, just don't wanna live Why can't I reach out for help You would do anything to get me through this I'm so used to alone, don't know what it's like To let someone into my mind But I'd do anything just to survive I'm just doing the best I can I'm just living in the life I have I'm confused but I'm fine with that The beauty will outweigh the pain From the chill of the autumn wind And the laugh of your sister's kid To the first snow when it sets in The beauty will outweigh the pain We'll all find a purpose one day There's so many reasons to stay I'm just doing the best I can I'm just living in the life I have I'm confused but I'm fine with that The beauty will outweigh the pain We'll all find a purpose one day We all have a reason to stay