Sucker for pain and I love it Blood stains in the gutter From a troubled genius With a self perception devious, no Amadeus on a death bed Turn 80 in a casket Yeah fuck that (A figment of my pride and I can't...) Lock up myself for an hour Let alone be with another Conscience guilty but There's a reason why I can't feel the love, no No prayers on the death bed 280 on a fast track Yeah fuck that Empty frame on the table's like a mirror Every tear's raining up And I think there's something wrong with me yeah Demons got a hold of me yeah Creeping up all over me yeah Tip tip toe and I run Into the next point of a gun Until I end up feeling none Up in my fortress Hope's getting hopeless Nah My magnum opus Tip tip toe and I run Into the next point of a gun Until I end up feeling none Up in my fortress Hope's getting hopeless Nah My magnum opus Got everything that I wanted The embrace of a mother and a shot at my legacy Still looking with an angry blind spot at my masterpiece Need a drug, need a fast release Need to get up find the puzzle piece Yeah yeah (A figment of my pride and I can't...) Live my life undercover Everyday is getting harder Blurry images Show me how to stay oblivious yeah Amadeus on a death bed 280 on a fast track Yeah fuck that Empty frame on the table's like a mirror Every tear's raining up And I think there's something wrong with me yeah Demons got a hold of me yeah Creeping up all over me yeah Tip tip toe and I run Into the next point of a gun Until I end up feeling none Up in my fortress Hope's getting hopeless Nah My magnum opus Tip tip toe and I run Into the next point of a gun Until I end up feeling none Up in my fortress Hope's getting hopeless Nah My magnum opus Up in my fortress Hope's getting hopeless Nah My magnum opus