Open my back Fall into ocean Down and down and down Until I drink in the potion Follow the flowers Leads me to ice Carved into a hand Hold me like a vice, singin' I once was a girl Always in the in between Pulling time out of a dream I once was a man Dandelions in my mouth Eating berries from her hand Mind over matter Mind doesn't matter I tear it all to pieces Yeah I've never been madder I'm back in her house She's nowhere to be found Ashes to ashes We all fall down, down, down I once was a girl Always in the in between Pulling time out of a dream I once was a man Dandelions in my mouth Eating berries from her hand I'm afraid of dying But death is all around me I'm afraid of living With the evil that surrounds me I'm afraid of dying But death is all around me I'm afraid of living With the evil that surrounds me I once was a girl Always in the in between Pulling time out of a dream I once was a man Dandelions in my mouth Eating berries from her hand I'm afraid of dying But death is all around me I'm afraid of living With the evil that surrounds me I'm afraid of dying But death is all around me I'm afraid of living With the evil that surrounds me But I've been dead before To touch your heart is magical In the waves I'm vulnerable And the sea can see what I'm for