How do I start? How do I start from the bottom? How do I start? How do I start from the bottom? From where I stand I can see it, I can see it Out on the horizon And when its dark I can feel Yeah I can feel it Its in my heart Where do I go Now that I'm here Oh it used to be so simple it used to seem so clear And all at once it faded out And all the lines and dreams They were not my home (own?) And now I know it's not a key You have to want it More than anything Now I know it's not a key You have to want it more than anything at all Stars in my eyes They scare my mother They make her wonder How on Earth I will survive But all i know Is it never mattered One way or another I will make it back