I better learn how to hold my breath It's a long way down Back to the lowest of the deep end to lay my body In the thinness of my skin I feel the pressure kicking in up from the bottom of my tippy-toes Now look at what we've got here Circling my thoughts, yeah Just to close the distance between my head and my heart, yeah Took a day off, yeah Tried to get my thoughts clear But fell apart behind all of the faded chaos I didn't mean to lose my balance in this mess that I made But I'm slipping out of consciousness While choking on every breath that I take And there's no getting through to me Buried down six feet under what I used to be I'm fading from my own reflection, oh Maybe I lost myself What a pretty sentiment playing out here Daydreaming of the fallout in black and white Makes me want to lose my mind in the mayhem When the flames and the rubble start to block out the light Yeah, I said I wouldn't go there Dizzy but I don't care Spinning in the motion of another vivid nightmare Took a day off, yeah Tried to get my thoughts clear But fell apart behind all of the faded chaos I didn't mean to lose my balance in this mess that I made But I'm slipping out of consciousness While choking on every breath that I take And there's no getting through to me Buried down six feet under what I used to be I'm fading from my own reflection, oh Maybe I lost myself ♪ So I lift my hands up off my side And let my body slowly drift away I'll fade away 'Cause I didn't mean to lose my balance in this mess that I made But I'm slipping out of consciousness While choking on every breath that I take And there's no getting through to me Buried down six feet under what I used to be I'm fading from my own reflection, oh Maybe I lost myself, whoa, whoa Maybe I lost myself, whoa, whoa How did I lose myself? (The number you have dialed is not available)